I'm in total crap...

Honestly, I felt like shit since the last couple of days. There's been like a lot of craps in my head, especially about school. I think I'm falling apart...

My results were tremendously bad, I failed Add Math with crap marks on other subjects. This is probably the worst result I've ever got in my life! 30th place in the class, with a pointer of 2.08. Fuck, why is this happening to me?! Bleh, why the hell I'm writing this? Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck... I'm not sure whether or not I can face SPM exam next year, I really, truly want to do well in the exam. How the hell am I going to study abroad? Oh shit, guess what, you're not going anywhere, because you're stupid!!!
Anyway, sorry about that. I AM in total CRAP! This is the Ramadan month so I shouldn't say such things. It's been about a week in Ramadan and I'm pretty much a tired cow everyday because the school is still going on in the background. The food bazaar in my neighborhood area is fun as it offers tones of food vendors compared to the past couple of years.

Well, I already making some moves about my school problem. I'm getting some help on my study from my peer that sits next to me. He's pretty much the only guy I hang out with at school and one of the smart folks in the class.

Hmmm... I don't think this is a fun thing to read, isn't it?

1 comment:

DeluSion said...

You can always ask for my help in Mathematics. Not that I'm very good in the subject, but I think I'm quite good in explaining.